Freitag, September 28, 2007
Mittwoch, September 26, 2007
I'm definitely still searching...
do u wanna be a poet and write
do u wanna be an actor up in light
do u wanna be soldier and fight for love
do u wanna travel the world
do u wanna be a diver for pearls
or climb a mountain and touch the cloubs above
be anyone u want to be
bring to life your fantasies
~tina arena
These are questions i cant answer. Wat DO i wanna be?
Wish me luck for friday...
Love,
the commitment phobe
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why cant i stop thinking abt dem?
its not as if i hav nothin better to do
its not as if my life is so mundane
its not as if their life is more exciting
its not as if i dont hav wat dey hav
its not as if, i'm unfortunate compared to dem
no,
so why do dey occupy my thoughts so much?
i noe
i'm jealous n it sucks
i shd not b jealous
i hate thinking of dem so often
thinking of dem makes me negative
negative abt me
negative abt u
so stop thinking abt dem!
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these past weeks
i've had so much goin on in my head
things dat i dont wanna speak abt
juz so i'll believe dey dont exist
but who am i kidding
its der bugging
my every moment of consciousness
i dont wanna compare
but i compare in my head
i juz refuse to verbalize it
i'm afraid
so i dont verbalize my comparison
i keep my troubles in d closet
dats y i hav a 12-door wardrobe!
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Childrens' day celebration on friday...
its d day we come as cartoon or movie characters
i'm comin as princess jasmine fr aladdin!
so exciting
all d costumes' home-made, zero-dollar outfit!
these r d things i wont hav d opportunity to do
if i chose engineering as a career path...........
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she kissed me on d cheeks today
even after i scolded her
wat did i do to deserve such affection?
i love d kids
i really do
but is dis my calling
i still dont know
if this is my calling
den i need a clearer sign
n i hope
d commitment phobe in me is not resisting it
give me a sign
a big one!
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late night rants of d turmoil-ed mind
p.s. Happy 3years n 7months.....
do u wanna be a poet and write
do u wanna be an actor up in light
do u wanna be soldier and fight for love
do u wanna travel the world
do u wanna be a diver for pearls
or climb a mountain and touch the cloubs above
be anyone u want to be
bring to life your fantasies
~tina arena
These are questions i cant answer. Wat DO i wanna be?
Wish me luck for friday...
Love,
the commitment phobe
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
why cant i stop thinking abt dem?
its not as if i hav nothin better to do
its not as if my life is so mundane
its not as if their life is more exciting
its not as if i dont hav wat dey hav
its not as if, i'm unfortunate compared to dem
no,
so why do dey occupy my thoughts so much?
i noe
i'm jealous n it sucks
i shd not b jealous
i hate thinking of dem so often
thinking of dem makes me negative
negative abt me
negative abt u
so stop thinking abt dem!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
these past weeks
i've had so much goin on in my head
things dat i dont wanna speak abt
juz so i'll believe dey dont exist
but who am i kidding
its der bugging
my every moment of consciousness
i dont wanna compare
but i compare in my head
i juz refuse to verbalize it
i'm afraid
so i dont verbalize my comparison
i keep my troubles in d closet
dats y i hav a 12-door wardrobe!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Childrens' day celebration on friday...
its d day we come as cartoon or movie characters
i'm comin as princess jasmine fr aladdin!
so exciting
all d costumes' home-made, zero-dollar outfit!
these r d things i wont hav d opportunity to do
if i chose engineering as a career path...........
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
she kissed me on d cheeks today
even after i scolded her
wat did i do to deserve such affection?
i love d kids
i really do
but is dis my calling
i still dont know
if this is my calling
den i need a clearer sign
n i hope
d commitment phobe in me is not resisting it
give me a sign
a big one!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
late night rants of d turmoil-ed mind
p.s. Happy 3years n 7months.....
Montag, September 10, 2007
Freitag, September 07, 2007
Donnerstag, September 06, 2007
Islandwide Car Expedition 2007!
Starting from AMK Caltex to NUS to Mount Faber then Labrador Park to Pasir Ris Park to Tampines then Jurong Hill to King Albert Park Drive-Thru to Bukit Panjang/Teck Whye then continued the next day starting from Lim Chu Kang End to Sungei Kadut to Sarimbun/Jln Bahtera/Christine Camp Sites to Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve then Republic Poly to Sembawang Park and that was the last stop in the expedition! I have officially mustered d courage to brave d roads all alone!
Starting from AMK Caltex to NUS to Mount Faber then Labrador Park to Pasir Ris Park to Tampines then Jurong Hill to King Albert Park Drive-Thru to Bukit Panjang/Teck Whye then continued the next day starting from Lim Chu Kang End to Sungei Kadut to Sarimbun/Jln Bahtera/Christine Camp Sites to Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve then Republic Poly to Sembawang Park and that was the last stop in the expedition! I have officially mustered d courage to brave d roads all alone!















