have no enemies, no friends VS have enemies and friends

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Attended my first traditional indian wedding last night. The colourful saris they were all wearing, the glittering accessories, the traditional 2-man band. Felt like watching a hindi movie :) . Only without the dancing scene.

humiliation:

hu.mil.i.a.tion [hyoo-mil-ee-ey-shuhn or, often, yoo-]
-noun

1.an act or instance of humiliating or being humiliated.

2.the state or feeling of being humiliated; mortification.

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choice:

(chois) n.

1.The act of choosing; selection.

2.The power, right, or liberty to choose; option.

3.The best or most preferable part.

4.An alternative.

logic:

[loj-ik] -noun

1.reason or sound judgment, as in utterances or actions.

2.a particular method of reasoning or argumentation.

decision:

de.ci.sion [di-sizh-uhn]
-noun

1.the act or process of deciding; determination, as of a question or doubt, by making a judgment: They must make a decision between these two contestants.

2.the act of or need for making up one's mind: This is a difficult decision.

3.something that is decided; resolution: He made a poor decision.

Definitions courtesy of Dictionary.com

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It will take a lot of self control on my part to not lose my patience in that matter. This is where opinions differ. Voicing my opinion on it may sound like I'm forcing a certain desired outcome. Therefore, I shall control myself n be tight-lipped abt it.

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore

Unfaithful - Rihanna