I have long accepted that particular inability of mine as juz an incurable defect in my being. But after feeling like i have been antagonised into finding a reason for it, i can c dat its a major setback instead of juz a defect.

Will i look for the reason n try to repair the defect or will i retaliate?

D easy way out would be to continue accepting myself as i am n consider it a lost cause. D other choice is to stop, reflect n investigate d reason for the inability.

Is it enuf a reason to say dat i wasn't taught? Do i blame it on upbringing? Did something happen thruout d course of my life dat caused d defect? Or am i juz too proud?

I am who i am n i dont c why you need to antagonise me into giving you an explanation for my lack of abilities! If i dont c a need to reason it out, i dont c y i hav to find it out for ur sake!

So i am proud n i choose to retaliate. Shove it.